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I Have Never Regretted My Abortion

Updated: Jun 23, 2023

Edited June 23, 2023 to update site addresses


There were many rules in my family but one of the most important was don’t get pregnant before you get married. My sisters and I were to present the perfect picture at all times. Don’t shame the family. I may have been in New Mexico, 1400 miles from my parents in Michigan, but those rules were like blood in my veins.

I was a twenty year old mess, drinking heavily, trying to get through college, waitressing and scrambling for money for rent, food, health care, tuition and books. I was also in the worst relationship I have ever been in and it was destroying me.

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My Life My Body My Abortion Diana Fletcher

I knew what I had to do the minute it was confirmed. We didn’t have pregnancy kits to use at home, and the woman gynecologist who examined me was so rough that I still remember her hands. She was disgusted with me and I could feel it. She blamed me but now I don’t remember exactly what she said. I do remember thinking, why did you choose this profession?


I was never ashamed though. I was sad. Sad that it wasn’t the time, that I had nothing to give a child, knowing that when I became a mother I wanted to be a really good one. The people at the abortion clinic were much kinder and gentler. My female friend who accompanied me was wonderful and supportive.


I have never written about this before. I have never said this aloud before. I have never told a doctor. (They can’t tell if you had an abortion–no matter what people will tell you. You don’t have to tell anyone.) Many of my friends will be reading this and learning about this for the first time. I am not ashamed. I was not ashamed at the time. It was just a very private decision. I have never regretted it. I chose not to have a baby. It was my decision.


When I heard the news Friday morning, June 24, 2022, the news that the Supreme Court had overturned Roe v. Wade holding that there was no longer a federal constitutional right to an abortion, I couldn’t breathe. I could barely speak for three days. I was screaming inside. I am still screaming inside. I felt as if I was suffocating. Women in the United States lost rights. My sense of disbelief then became terror, then sorrow, then anger, and then all of them all over again.


Every day now, I think, what do I tell the young women in my life? I need to be strong and yet, I can't seem to think clearly. It’s a fog that has enclosed me within it; a dark heavy fog, an unwelcome blanket. It still threatens to smother me as I write these words today. It is as when someone you love has died, and you forget for a few seconds here and there, those sometimes glorious seconds like when you first wake up in the morning. Then suddenly, you remember and the sorrow and grief descend again.

Monday, June 27th, I was able to move. I went online. I began to read women's stories and as they shared their experiences having abortions, I began to feel, dare I say, hopeful? Women encouraging other women and women helping other women to remember their own experiences or their friends’ experiences. Women knowing what was at stake, women who had seen the worst and knew what forced birth could mean. Women who had lived long enough to know the truth about the dangers of pregnancy and being forced to carry a baby. They were sharing their stories and it helped me. It helped me remember why I made the choice I did, and I felt again the relief that I had made the right decision and I had the freedom to do it.


Today, I feel stronger, and as I write these words, I want to encourage all of you to think about what this means for our country and all of our future lives and freedoms. We need to be together on this, in a way that we haven’t been the last few years. An assault on the freedom of over half of the population in the United States is unconscionable. Abortion restrictions will now fall even harder on Black, Indigenous and people of color, people already excluded from our health care by systemic racism and economic injustice. Every person in this country needs to have the right to say, this is my body, my choice.

This happened because a small group of dedicated extremists never stopped trying to restrict all bodily autonomy. There are many, many people who have been fighting this, but the rest of us took it for granted. Now, it’s time to fix it. (If you were one of the people who have been fighting for our health and reproductive rights all this time, thank you.)

So, now what?

What can you do?


The answer is, there is A LOT you can do.


  • If you have the money, support the clinics that are struggling to stay open or donate to the organizations who can make sure women and children get the help they need. (Yes, children. Not only the children who will be born into poverty but the children who will be forced to carry their rapists’ babies.) Here is an excellent starting place. https://abortionfunds.org/funds/


  • Educate yourself. Research every single candidate on your ballot, and find out how they feel about this very personal decision. Learn what is happening in your city and your state. Pay attention to bills and proposals. Then vote. Encourage others to vote. Then, we must follow up and hold politicians accountable.



  • Sign up for instruction and learn how to navigate discussions in person and online. Clarify your views so you can articulate them clearly to others. Learn how to state your truth without being drawn into unhelpful conversations and arguments.

Helpful sites for online learning:


Planned Parenthood


Red Wine and Blue (The Power of the Suburbs!)


The United States of Women (USOW) Reproductive Justice


  • Stay Tuned for Women's March 2023 Convention


Volunteer. All of the above sites will offer you opportunities to help, whether it is from your home or on the streets.



"Speaking out about your personal connection to abortion will help put a stop

to the stigma around abortion. Sharing your experiences about driving a friend to an

abortion provider or supporting your partner during their abortion

helps others see that they are not alone and that everyone benefits

from access to safe, legal abortion.

Our stories give lawmakers the political courage to push back

on state abortion bans--

but only if we are willing to tell them openly." - Planned Parenthood



Do something every day to help ensure we don’t lose any more of our freedoms in the United States.


If there was ever a time to be aggressive, loud, strident,

and hysterical, that time is now.


Be demanding, unruly and out-of-control.

Let that anger fuel your power.

Oh yeah. And be a bitch. Be a cunt.

It’s time to overreact.


This is it.

Fight.


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diana
diana
02. Aug. 2022

Rachel, Thank you so much for writing. I am hoping the resource list will give hope to all of us. There are actions we can take to right the wrongs.

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rachel.sobczak
02. Aug. 2022

I love this. I felt like I was in the office with you. Thank you for sharing and for the resources.

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diana
diana
19. Juli 2022

Thank you so much for writing and sharing your thoughts and feelings. There is so much more involved with this than actual abortion. Healthcare, rights, freedom are all being taken away. We need to stop the madness.

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daniella
19. Juli 2022

Thank you for bravely sharing this story that so many women experience. I have taken emergency contraception a few times and I fear that this could be the next thing on the supreme court's chopping block. Thank you for sharing such great resources as well for us to support---- I know for myself that I have been feeling helpless and this gives great action steps. Abortion is healthcare.

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